tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17698038684198558442024-03-14T02:10:59.391+05:30Suno SadhoSant, Bhakti, Sufi - Vani aur VicharShabnamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11872761515128796221noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-56961064798319267742012-04-13T15:36:00.002+05:302012-04-13T15:37:53.432+05:30<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">(<a href="http://www.kabirproject.org/" target="_blank">www.kabirproject.org</a>)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Candidates should be proficient in Hindi, passionate about music and inspired by mystic poetry!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">1.<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span><span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Field visits and secondary research on the poetry, songs and oral traditions of Kabir and other mystic poets.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Location – Kabir Project office, Srishti School of Art & Design, Yelahanka, north Bangalore.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Cambria','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Write to – <a href="mailto:thekabirproject@gmail.com" target="_blank"><span style="color: blue;">thekabirproject@gmail.com</span></a> </span></div>
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</div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-80223580942831939972012-03-29T14:52:00.001+05:302012-03-29T14:52:10.120+05:30<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<a href="http://www.openthemagazine.com/article/photographic/travels-through-song" target="_blank">Travels Through Song- Vipul Rikhi </a><br />
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Read Vipul Rikhi's beautifully crafted and heartfelt article on the Rajasthan Kabir Yatra, 2012. This year's Kabir Yatra was held in Rajasthan in and around Bikaner and was organised by Lokayan with the support of The Kabir Project. A seven day whirlwind of music, vichaar and masti, the Rajasthan Kabir Yatra featured 13 folk artists from around the country including some very special women folk singers from Rajasthan like Gavra Devi, Bhanwari Devi and Jamali Bai. This years Yatra also saw almost 200 odd urban yatris join us from both India and abroad! It was a magical journey into the heart of the deserts of Rajasthan wandering like jogis to the beat of the mystics. </div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-8570010024216767312011-08-02T16:36:00.002+05:302011-08-02T16:36:58.871+05:30Calling! Researchers/Editors/Animators<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 36pt;">ajab shahar</span></i></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Come into this colorful palace, this wondrous city</span></i></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Oh, my swan, my seeker friend!</span></i></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 2.25in; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 12pt;"><span>-<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><i><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 12pt;">Kabir</span></i></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">The Kabir Project is creating a lyrical web city– an <i>ajab shahar</i> –where browsers can encounter songs, poems and conversations around the poetry of Kabir and other mystic, Bhakti and Sufi poets, in contemporary landscapes of music, spirituality, politics and the self. </span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">We are looking for</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">Animators and Interactive Web Designers</span></b></div><div style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">to develop evocative web experiences around mystic poetry and music</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">&</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">Researchers and Video Editors</span></b></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">- to transcribe video/audio footage of songs/conversations </span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">- to research into mystic poetry and music traditions</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">- to annotate, edit and upload audio, video and text content for the archive</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">Applicants should be inspired by mystic poetry and music and be fluent in Hindi. Ideal applicants should combine research with video editing skills, but both are not essential. Work entails a minimum a one-year commitment. Remuneration would be commensurate with profile of applicant.</span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">Contact us at <a href="mailto:thekabirproject@gmail.com" target="_blank"><span style="color: blue;">thekabirproject@gmail.com</span></a></span></div><div align="center" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Constantia','serif'; font-size: 14pt;">Check us out at <a href="http://www.kabirproject.org/" target="_blank">www.kabirproject.org</a> </span></div></div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-45771239363393561252011-05-05T12:07:00.008+05:302011-05-06T12:32:02.236+05:30Parvathy Baul and the scorpionOne gurubitten to another :<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-nZSJ6oBqNps/TcIv3lY4NBI/AAAAAAAAA8I/jhAtOs5NIzE/s1600/parvathy_baul_ravi07_300px.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 259px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-nZSJ6oBqNps/TcIv3lY4NBI/AAAAAAAAA8I/jhAtOs5NIzE/s400/parvathy_baul_ravi07_300px.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603093518378087442" border="0" /></a><br />When our eyes met, something happened. <div>something was said.</div><div>something was acknowledged.</div><div>what?</div><div>but what?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>She had long dreadlocks. my second thought when i saw her, 'why doesn't she comb her hair?'</div><div>and i realize, with a start, that she has done the equivalent of what I did long back </div><div>: shaving my head.</div><div> she had done away with combing her hair!</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.parvathybaul.mimemo.net/">Parvathy Baul,</a> the singing and dancing<i> sadhak</i> from bengal. I want talk to her about Shree Ramakrishna, one of my first obsessions.</div><div>'Yes, we shall talk about Ramakrishna. I love him.' she replies.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>What more can one say about him after this?<br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I hear her story during an informal talk during a sleepy afternoon. ( Most afternoons were sleepy in Malwa, probably that's why I didn't feel the heat at all ).<br /><br />Paravati: I have been with two gurus. The first one taught me seven songs in seven years. The second one taught me forty songs in a day. I tried running away to south India to escape being a baul. But I was hunted down and packed back to Calcutta.<br /><br />Question: Why did you transit between two gurus?<br /><br />Parvathy: Well, the first one told me to go to the second one. The second guru was ninety seven when I met him. He had no intention to take on one more disciple, let alone a woman disciple. First of all, he was so difficult to track down. I would reach a village and they would tell me, he has just left. Again and again. Finally, I had to bribe the women of a village with a song, so that they keep him till I come the next morning.<br />'I will have to check with my wife. If she does not like you, then the answer is no,' this is what the master told me when I met him and asked him to teach me.<br />I waited outside their house in the wilderness and was finally called inside for the verdict. As I get up to go inside, I realized that I was almost sitting on a scorpion.<br />'You can hang around for a few days. Only, we have no space for you inside the house. You will have to sleep outside. And we have no extra blanket either.'<br />They thought I would run away. But I had given my word to my earlier guru.<br /><br />A guru is someone who gives you <span style="font-style: italic;">Chunawti</span>. Challenge.<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kwpgiMcXc24/TcOcowo6mTI/AAAAAAAAA9w/uNt6ZsJadDg/s1600/parvathy_baul03.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-kwpgiMcXc24/TcOcowo6mTI/AAAAAAAAA9w/uNt6ZsJadDg/s400/parvathy_baul03.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603494585444243762" border="0" /></a><br /><br />And so I slept with scorpions without a blanket for a month, after which I was allowed to sleep inside the house. After three years of learning songs after songs, my second guru passed away at the age of hundred. I asked him if he would like me to stay by his samadhi and sing and dance by myself, which I like the most. He said no chance, I have to go out and dance for the world. I have to tell them that one can go deep in something without fear.<br /><br />You can ask me questions now, but keep them related to the Guru-disciple relationship. It's my favorite topic."<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-UIRFXcVBMkw/TcOcOem6cUI/AAAAAAAAA9g/QXahz3GjkOs/s1600/parvathy_baul06.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-UIRFXcVBMkw/TcOcOem6cUI/AAAAAAAAA9g/QXahz3GjkOs/s400/parvathy_baul06.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603494133927407938" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Question: How does one know when to trust a Guru?<br /><br />Parvathy: Trust is actually a thing about yourself than the other. If you trust yourself, you will know when to trust the guru. It is very important to surrender to your art form, a surrender which has rigor and discipline. Its no use learning two songs from here, two from there. Immersing yourself totally in one tradition gives you a halo, an aura of protection when you are performing.<br /><br />Don't expect another Ramakrishna to come to you. Those days were different. To live in this world, the Guru has to pick up some dust off the earth. The same dust that makes your body, makes the Guru's body. And once you have accepted someone, he is like your own life. "<br /><br />And then she looked across two rows of heads at me and said, 'Even if your Guru goes to a prostitute, do not shake in your adherence.'<br /><br />Now I know what the look said.<br />the mad scorpion who bit her.<br />was the Guru.<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-FuOuTFuoKSU/TcOcbkBRd0I/AAAAAAAAA9o/UDekjmUFwAw/s1600/parvathy_baul05.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-FuOuTFuoKSU/TcOcbkBRd0I/AAAAAAAAA9o/UDekjmUFwAw/s400/parvathy_baul05.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603494358718445378" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />( Posted by Manjushree Abhinav. Fellow Yatris, please send in your impressions soon. )<br /></div>Manjushree Abhinavhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01566753486772399519noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-38771695456105834632011-04-28T11:01:00.020+05:302011-05-06T12:03:54.378+05:30on the road, in the song<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Malwa Kabir Yatra, 2011.<br /><br />Before I begin, let me apologize. I promised to blog live from the yatra. However, the whole experience was too overwhelming and intense for me to sit and reflect and find a laptop with internet and type. But I made notes, or rather, titles, and here is the expansion of some of them.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Kailash Kher: I am not an artist </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-q-kvfRVlxjk/TcOUHRB5zvI/AAAAAAAAA84/e9Xj3UC9ajQ/s1600/kailash02.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 207px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-q-kvfRVlxjk/TcOUHRB5zvI/AAAAAAAAA84/e9Xj3UC9ajQ/s400/kailash02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603485213930409714" border="0" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Day 1, Luniyakhedi.<br />We have just arrived, and the heat hits us like a blast. An ice-gola fellow with a stall is standing in front of Prahladji's house, surrounded by thirsty people under the burning hot sun. I fight the temptation to buy a gola and go inside. Shantiji, Prahladji's wife, greets me warmly and offers me a khus ka gola. 'Khus beats the heat,' she says. How can I refuse?<br />I slurp on a green sweet ice and watch Kailash Kher give a bath to his cute little son, Kabir.<br />Night, Satsang. Kailash Kher shares the manch with Prahladji and Kaluram. Kailash tells us how a cd was once stuck in his car stereo for three months. Only that cd would play, again and again. Guess whose cd it was? Prahladji's of course.<br />He tells us that he has come here to listen, not to sing. He sings, nevertheless, but not before this disclaimer:<br />"I am not an artist here. I am a devotee who is calling out to the Lord. So don't judge my song, just sit back and enjoy."<br />As if you had to say that, Kailash.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">When he got up and left, some of the villagers crowded around him, trying to touch his feet.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Kailash responded with a joke, 'What have you lost? Kuch khoya apne yahaan?'</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br />Day two: I have gone to pick up an artiste from Turkey, Latif Bolat. In the ride back from the airport, </span><a href="http://latifbolat.com/mysticsm.php"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Latif</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> tells me about Turkey's kabir-like mystic, Yunus Emre. Latif is very enthused about sharing the Turkish dervish with India and taking Kabir to his country.<br /><br />'Turkey needs to re-open itself to Indian culture, we have so much in common. In fact, Sufism started out with mystics walking all the way to the Indus valley.<br />He believes that Sufism was the direct result of the first Sufi, Mansoor's travel to Indus, mingling with the sadhus here, and then coming back.<br />"Analhaq! (I am the truth)", Mansoor answered, when the occupant of the door he knocked inquired, Who is there?' That he was hanged for this 'blasphemy', was another matter. A lot of Sufis caught the gist of this <span style="font-style: italic;">mahavakya</span> and started singing and dancing.</span></div><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Below is a translation of a poem Latif sings for us. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;font-family:arial,sans-serif;" ><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Seyyid Seyfullah Nizamoglu (16th C)</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">The Path of Amazement</span></u></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I cannot say who it is I am</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I cannot call this self 'myself'</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is in my eyes seeing?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is in my heart enduring?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is inhaling and exhaling?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is speaking with my tongue?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is listening with my ears?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is understanding with my mind?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is stepping with these feet?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is tasting with my mouth?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is chewing and who swallowing?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who holds these riches in his hand?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is the one throwing them away?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Who is buying and who selling?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Why is there life coursing below my skin?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Why are my eyes bloodshot from crying?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Why this religion, why this faith?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">O Seyyid Nizamoglu, hear this:</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Everything comes from the One.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Abandon yourself to this mighty beauty</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I am amazed, I am amazed!</span></p><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">The flying ghost</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br />Day three, Lunikhedi, Prahladji's house.<br />We are all sitting on his first floor verhandah and having our meals when a sudden sand storm blew on us and our paper plates went helter skelter in the tornado.<br />Bhanwari Devi's ( the soulful folk singer from Rajasthan) son Kishan in conversation with a local, as I eavesdropped.<br />Kishan: Do you know how this sand storm arises?<br />Local : Of course I do. It's an angry ghost.<br />Kishan: Look where my paper plate is flying. High in the sky. Full power this ghost is.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">When onions fell out of the camera person's dupatta. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br />Those of you who have lived in hot temperatures, specially in childhood, must be aware of the cooling powers of raw onion. Most of us have had to submit mutely to grandmothers rubbing onion juice on our feet to ward off a sunstroke. Since I was in charge of the medical kit, half a kg of onions were packed in my bag.<br />Whenever anyone complained of the heat, I would hand over an onion and tell them to either rub it on their bare feet or at least carry it with them. Even smelling an onion can stop a nose bleed. And that's how the onion fell out of the camera person's dupatta.<br /><br /></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">The fast slow down number</span></b><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-L3ybQBk8_H4/TcOS5isaMtI/AAAAAAAAA8w/6fMfdaGfzVk/s1600/DSC_6767.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-L3ybQBk8_H4/TcOS5isaMtI/AAAAAAAAA8w/6fMfdaGfzVk/s400/DSC_6767.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603483878642299602" border="0" /></a></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Makeshift band, the young manzil gang from Delhi, came up with a new, fast version of the song, </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">'Halke gaadi Haanko</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">.' (drive slowly).</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I quite enjoyed the beat, in spite of the seeming contradiction. Prahladji came upto Niraj on the stage and hugged him, saying that the lyrics are far more important than the tune, and as long as the song is heard, the purpose is served.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Niraj has promised to upload the song on his </span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/MakeshiftIndia"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">facebook page</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">. My favorite of their songs was </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Ekela mat chod jo banjara re</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> (dont leave me alone, o traveller). Niraj would half close his eyes and sway as he sang. Here is a link, to </span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150252995380294"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">banjara,</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> not so well recorded, but as Prahladji said, the lyrics are the loaded material.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">on the road, in the song</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">We were two buses full. Both were overflowing with song. We stop for a chai. Its hot inside the bus, its not cooler outside either. As I walk back to the bus with the chai in my hand, I see Mooralala Marwada sitting on the road, in the shadow of the bus, happily humming a song by himself. Mooralala is always happy to sing.<br />I sit next to him, and am surprised to hear him sing, 'Jara Halke Gaadi Haanko'. We try to sing the whole song, and together we remember most of the words.<br />The next couple of hours in the bus are spent in learning this song by heart. Mooralala has a problem with the phrase, 'Bilakh bilakh kar chidiya royi, bichad gayi meri jodi'.<br />He would instead sing, ' Dagaj Dagaj kar chidiya royi, ...'<br />'Its bilakh bilakh, bhai. Crying her heart out.'<br />'Yes yes. Bilakh Bilakh kar, chidiya royi, chichad gayi meri jodi.'<br />Finally, I dig out a pen. 'Lets write it down, ' I offer.<br />He shakes his head, 'I cant even sign my name. If I was educated, I would have reached places by now. But never mind, its quite perfect, the way it is. No point in going faster. Let the road flow smoothly. Let there be spaces between us. If we try to compete, there will be a crowd. Jara halke gaadi haanko, mere Raam Gadi wale...'<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tujhe hai showk milne ka,<br />to har dum, lu lagata jaa<br /><br /></span>A song I know since two decades. Prahladji is busy, tired and always surrounded by people. But I get him alone on the fifth night.<br />'Please sing this song for me, Prahladji.'<br />'Which song? I don't know this song.'<br />I have recorded this song in his own voice on my mobile during the web archive editing work I do at the Kabir project. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I play the song on my cell and refresh his memory.<br />'Oh, this one?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> Ok, I will sing it. Let me listen once more, I forget the words....'<br /><br />...Two nights later, I hear this song on the speakers, and I run towards the stage, with tears in my eyes. The latter part of the song, however, has changed drastically. From Mansoor mastana, it is now Kabir who is calling out, suno bhai sadho...</span></div><br />Note: I would like to invite all of you who were in those buses, to write in your experiences, the high points and the low ones of the yatra, from your favorite music to how you felt when we were kicked out of the dharamshala after sleeping for less than an hour...Manjushree Abhinavhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01566753486772399519noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-207708251318209792011-04-11T12:11:00.005+05:302011-04-11T12:29:16.818+05:30Saint Kabir's wedding night<div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="post-header"> </div> <div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="post-header"> </div> <div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Some things don't change, not over a few centuries. The flip-flop nature of the mind and the stilling, magnetic influence of art.<br /><br /></span>Makes sense? Yes, but so what, right? There are innumerable ways of saying something. I shall say the same thing now through a story. Tell me how you like it.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tore Sang Jaaungi</span><br /></div><br />Once upon a time, there lived a man called Kabir who weaved cloth for a living. You probably had to study his poetry in your Hindi books. Forget all you ever read. Imagine yourself to be here, in Kabir's house, now, in the fifteenth century.</div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Kabir lives with his mother, and mostly spends his time weaving cloth and singing his own songs to the beat of the loom. </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Seeing his detachment from the worldly and attraction for the spiritual, Kabir's mother takes him to a neighbouring village on the pretext of getting some cotton and gets him married to a young girl. Kabir is neither overjoyed nor unhappy.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">On the wedding night, when everyone else is asleep and they are alone, his bride suddenly bursts into tears.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'What? Missing your family? Want to go back?' he asks her.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'No. Never,' she replies.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Ok. That's fine. Then why are you crying?'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'I am missing someone.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Hmm.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Kabir walks to and fro in the small room, as his bride sits in a corner and weeps.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'You love him?' he asks her.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Yes,' she admits.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'And he?'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'He also loves me.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Then why did you marry me?'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'My family forced me to. He is from a different caste.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Caste is all crap. We are all the same. Get up, wipe your tears. I will take you to him. We will reach early morning.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">The young girl can't believe her good luck. She thanks him profusely and they sneak off into the night.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">It has just rained, the sky is clear. The moon is full. A bride and her groom are walking back to her village to meet her lover. But the groom is a poet, and before the song, he warms up with a doha, </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i>'Laali mere laal ki, Jit dekhun tith laal. Laali dekhan main gai, to main bhi ho gayi laal.'</i> </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">(As I sought the beloved, I began to see Him everywhere. I was so enraptured that I lost myself in Him.)</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">The terrain gets rocky and slushy. After a while, the young girl begins to tire. Her mood drops and she starts crying again.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'What?' </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Slow down! I cant walk as fast as you,' she cribs.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Why not? We are going to meet your lover. You should be walking faster than me.' </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Look at my clothes! Look at all this jewelry! Try walking two steps dressed like this.' </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'All right, I get your point. Ok, sit on my back. We can't afford to slow down.'</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">So she climbs on his back and he carries her like a child. She is overwhelmed and can't stop crying. To soothe her, Kabir starts humming below his breath. </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">As he has intended, her curiosity is aroused.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Can't hear you. Sing aloud, please,' she requests the master. </span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i>'Naiiharavaaaa humakaa na bhaaveyy, humakaa na bhaaveyy, </i></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i>Naiharavaa... aaaaa'</i></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Kabirs voice resounds in the dark night, lighting it up with melody. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Naiharwa humka na bhave</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Sai ki nagari param ati sundar</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Jaha koi jaaye na aave</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Chand suraj jahaa pavan na paani</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Ko sandes pahuchave </span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Darad yaha Sai ko sunave </span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Bin Satguru aapno nahi koi</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Jo yaha raah bataave</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Kahat Kabeera sunoh bhai sadho</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Sapane na Preetam aave </span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Tapan yaha jiya ki bujhaave</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">Naiharwa<br /><br />(Most of you must have heard this song, sung by Kumar Gandharva, Shabnam)<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br />(translated to English by Linda Heiss)</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i><br /></i></span><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>I don't like my native place.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>The lord has a city of absolute beauty</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>where no one comes or goes,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>where there's moon or sun, </span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>no water or wind.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Who will carry this message?</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Who will tell the lord of my pain?</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>I can't see the path ahead,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>and going back would be a shame.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Oh beloved, how can I reach</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>the in-laws' house?<span> </span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Separation burns fiercely.<span> </span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>The juice of sensuality</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>keeps me dancing.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Without a true guru </span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>there's no one we can claim,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>no one to show the way.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>Kabir says, listen friends, seekers,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span>even in a dream my love won't come</span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;" class="MsoNormal"><span><span style="font-style: italic;">to put out these flames.</span></span><br /><span><span></span></span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;" class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"></span></p><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:inherit;" class="Apple-style-span" >The innocent girl's entire turbulence flows out.</span><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">For a little while after the song, there is silence. A deep, beautiful silence, a vast space where something happens. Something that can change a person's life. Kabir starts wondering if she has fallen asleep, when, all of a sudden, she starts crying again.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Now what? You hungry?'</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'No.'</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">'Then?'</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">She is a fifteenth century village girl. But she finds her voice.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i>'Tore sang jaaungi.'</i> I shall go with you.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;">He is a fifteenth century weaver. Who's just got wed.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><i>'Pakkaa?'</i> Sure?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:inherit;"><br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:inherit;" class="Apple-style-span" ><i>'Sau takaa pakkaa.'</i> Hundred per cent sure.<br /><br />-written by Manjushree Abhinav, part of the team at the Kabir project. She blogs at www.baktoo.blogspot.com<br /><br />Watch this space for daily updates on the Malwa Kabir Yatra by Manjushree, etc.<br /><br /></span>Manjushree Abhinavhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01566753486772399519noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-58247892963868621202011-03-25T10:03:00.001+05:302011-03-25T10:07:13.985+05:30Purushottam Agarwal's Kabir<b><br />My personal and political Kabir -- Excerpts from Purushottam Agarwal's talk<br /></b><br />I came to Delhi as a student in JNU way back in 1977. Before that, I was reasonably exposed to Kabir. I am not one of those who discovered Kabir in M.A Hindi literature, or due to some politically correct film or slogan. I am one of those humble Hindi-speaking Indians, who grow up with Tulsidas and Kabir and Mira Bai, who learn a <i>sakhi</i> (couplet) or two of Kabir before they learn writing their names. But I started studying Kabir and other <i>bhakti</i> poets in a more systematic and academic way only as a student of literature, and the question which I have been asking myself, for many years now is: how did my engagement with Kabir become more than academic? It also became, over the last thirty years or so, more than something merely academic, and also more than merely political. In a very deep sense, my engagement with Kabir has turned into a very personal experience. <p>Since I started reading Kabir seriously -- and this I have been doing for the last twenty or twenty five years after my MA. I did my PhD work on Kabir and then went on writing, thinking, traveling, meeting Kabir <i>panthis</i>, critics of Kabir, admirers of Kabir and all that -- I have been always wondering: who is this man, Kabir? And I sometimes find him resembling myself so much, and yet at others, I fail to recognize him... The question which I have been asking is: why? Why do I fail to recognize Kabir, why do I want him to be confined to a certain set of situations? How does it happen that when Kabir is ridiculing or caricaturing a <i>pundit</i> or a <i>maulana</i>, I prefer to identify with Kabir and not with the <i>maulana or pundit</i>? I might have many things in common with the <i>maulana</i> or <i>pundit!</i></p> <p>I am part of the culture that goes on producing bookish knowledge in this country and throughout the world, without bothering to associate with the life out there. Even in a university like JNU, which is known to be a very progressive, democratic and forward-looking university, I do not think someone like Prahlad Singh Tipanya performed in JNU before 2003 or 2002, nobody knew about Tipanya before 2002, and we all were studying Kabir and <i>bhakti</i> traditions.</p> <p>We were studying Kabir through the printed word, not the living word. Because Kabir in the universities is one thing; Kabir in the political life is another thing. And Kabir in the life of people like Tipanya and Kabir in the life of so many Kabir <i>panthis</i> spread from Bihar to Gujarat is quite another. And we, the academia, are hardly bothered with any of the readings and images of Kabir which are relevant to so many people. So this has been one question in my mind: Why? How we have failed, how have I failed to see someone who resembles me so much?</p> <p>Kabir resembles me not because I am unique or I am great or I am a prophet in the making, but because he is an extremely ordinary person. It is remarkable to note that Kabir never claimed to be a <i>dharm</i>. I can say this with some authority. Kabir never claimed to be an avatar of any god or God with a capital G. Kabir always claimed to be a humble <i>julaha</i> from Banaras, and that is it. And sometimes he was quite ironic and satirical when referring to his social origins:</p> <p><i>“Aaye hamare kaha kahoge hum to jaat kameena, </i><br /><i>tahain jao jahain agar, path patambar agar chandan kasbina </i><br /><i>Aye hamare kaha kahoge hum to jaat kameena</i>”.</p> <p>So he was quite aware of the fact that he is supposed to belong to a "<i>kameena jaat</i>". He always claimed to be a humble person, and with this humility, he also claimed to be a person who dared to question. This is true of any one of us. Only if we allow our real, to use the <i>Kabir-ian</i> expression, if we allow our <i>sahaj</i> self to speak out. <i>Sahaj</i> literally means something, which is given to you at your birth, and you do not allow it to speak out and that is why this question becomes pertinent.</p> <p>Secondly, I also realized over the last so many years that Kabir also is not unique in the sense of being an aberration; he is unique precisely because of being situated; because of being a very striking presence in a continuous tradition. It is not as if Kabir one fine morning dropped from the sky, and then nothing happened. Before Kabir there was a living tradition of interrogation, a living tradition of emphasizing love as the primary moving force of life, and this tradition continued after Kabir.</p> <p>In our university curriculum, we do not even know the names of people like Dariya Sahib of Bihar or Paltu Das of Awadh or Akha of Gujarat, and people like them. So Kabir is important or Kabir is unique, not because of being something out of this world but precisely because of being very much of this world, and also because of being part of a continuous tradition which continues even today. And I consider it to be extremely significant that Acharya Param Chaturvedi, one of the greatest scholars of <i>bhakti</i> tradition writing in Hindi has written a book called "<i>Uttar Bharat Ki Sant Parampara</i>" (Northern India’s Saint Tradition). This book starts with Gorakh Nath and the last <i>sant</i> about whom Chaturvediji has chosen to write is Mahatma Gandhi. According to Param Chaturvedi, Mahatma Gandhi is the last link in the chain of <i>uttari bharat ki sant parampara</i>.</p> <p>So that is the second question I have been asking myself: Why we have made Kabir unique in the sense of being an aberration? He is unique, but not in the sense that there was nobody before him, and there was nobody after him.</p> <p>Thirdly, I have been wondering, do we, the modern admirers of Kabir really try to understand? I am not saying appreciate, it is not necessary to appreciate, not necessary to agree with everything even Kabir stood for -- I do not agree with many things he stood for -- but do we try to understand the totality of Kabir? This is a question, which becomes pertinent particularly when we talk of Kabir as political. Kabir is sometimes projected as the great champion of Hindu-Muslim unity. To put it quite bluntly, the Hindu-Muslim unity as we know it today, Kabir has nothing to do with, because the Hindu-Muslim unity of today, implies acceptance of things as they are, without being critical of anything, and certainly without being critical of a tradition which is not yours. I, being a Hindu, am not expected to be critical of anything of Islam, and a Muslim is not expected to be critical of anything Hindu, and then we continue to be united in our acceptance of things as they are.</p> <p>Any reading of Kabir would reveal that, in this sense, he never stood for the so-called Hindu-Muslim or Hindu-Isai (Christian) or Hindu-Sikh or Sikh-Isai unity, no. He actually stood for an interrogation of all kinds of rituals, all kinds of formalism, including his own. In fact in one of his poems, he comments on people like himself. Tipanyaji would recollect that <i>sakhi:</i></p> <p><i>Shabad keh keh phoole </i><br /><i>Aatam khabar nahin jana re!</i></p> <p>This includes people like Kabir himself, like <i>Nirgun</i> <i>Panthis. “Shabad keh keh”</i> is associated with <i>Nirgun</i> <i>panthis</i>. So even if those people who claim to be <i>Nirgun</i> <i>Panthis</i>are not aware of certain things, Kabir will have no hesitation in critiquing them with equal vehemence.</p> <p>So, friends, Kabir's criticism of Hinduism or Islam, or any religious tradition available to you including <i>Nath Panthis</i>, and in an indirect way, even the Buddhist and Jain traditions, to my mind, actually reflects a search for a fundamental connection with the cosmos without the mediation of organized religion. That is what Shabnam (Virmani) was talking about - spirituality without religion. Let me however add that spirituality is an extremely inadequate translation of what I believe. In Hindi I use the expression <i>adhyaatma</i>, and spirituality is an extremely inadequate translation of <i>adhyaatma</i>.</p> <p><i>Adhyaatma</i> in Indian tradition does not mean things pertaining to the other world. It certainly does not mean the spirits with whom you could talk with through the help of a preacher. <i>Adhyaatma</i> etymologically means to go beyond yourself. In the eighth chapter of Gita, the question is put to Lord Krishna: what is <i>adhyaatma</i>, what is Brahma, please tell me? The answer, which is given by Krishna is actually a quintessential understanding of the entire Indian tradition. Krishna says: <i>swabhavo adhyaatmo muchayate -</i> your very nature is known as <i>adhyaatma</i>.</p> <p>And this, quite interestingly, takes my mind to two nineteenth century European philosophers. One is Feuerbach and the other one is rather unexpected, to many of his admirers, Karl Marx. You don't associate Karl Marx with anything spiritual, but then again that is our problem, not Karl Marx's. In 1844, Karl Marx wrote certain things which were published very late, in the early twentieth century only, under the title <i>"Economical and Philosophical Manuscripts of 1844”</i>. Marx was under the influence of Feuerbach those days, and in that manuscript Marx makes some observations which are strikingly similar to this definition that your very nature is spiritual: <i>swabhavo adhyaatmo muchayate</i>.</p> <p>Marx says in the manuscript that just as your physical activity gets alienated and becomes labour, becomes a commodity to be sold and purchased in the market, similarly, your basic essence, the essence of your being human becomes alienated in the form of religion and becomes a commodity, becomes an activity imposed upon you from an outside agency, divine or diabolical.</p> <p>This is Karl Marx in <i>“Economical and Philosophical Manuscripts of 1844”</i>. Again, in the same manuscript, Marx goes along to point out that the essential difference between animal and human is precisely this, that a human being is conscious of ‘being’. An animal is not conscious of its own being. Therefore the relationship with cosmos on the part of the animal is organic but unconscious. The human relationship with the cosmos is inorganic because it is part of the cosmos and yet aware of the difference, and therefore this relation to use Marx's own expression is ‘spiritual’, and it is this spiritual essence which gets alienated through the agency of organized religion, and man gets alienated from his own nature.</p> <p>You see, when I was a Marxist I never bothered to read the <i>“Economical and Philosophical Manuscripts” </i>because when you follow a certain ideology, you do not bother to read the seminal texts. The interpretations given by the authorized interpreters are sufficient. If you are a good Hindu, you should never bother to read the Gita yourself. Whatever <i>swamiji</i> says is fine. Similarly if you are a good Kabir Panthi, never bother to read the <i>Bijak</i> hymns yourself, just follow what Tipanyaji says. After all he is the guru, whatever he is saying must be true of the <i>Bijak</i>. So, similarly, when I was a Marxist formerly, I never bothered to read the <i>“Economical and Philosophical Manuscripts”.</i> But when I read it, I realized that here is the crux, the key to understand not only Kabir, and I repeat, not only Kabir, but many like him, and not only in India, but throughout the experience of human civilization.</p> <p>People like Kabir are making a fundamental statement through their poetic praxis. I reiterate the words: poetic praxis. People like Kabir are re-making essential points through their poetic praxis. The point is this, very simply, that you cannot be spiritual if you are not at the same time human in the sense of being laborious. Labour and spirituality, your physical and mental activity, they must complement each other, neither is the alternative of the other. And this comes out so clearly in Kabir. </p> <p>Basically the point he is making throughout his poetic praxis is this - that, in the first place, you have a certain universal notion of value. Certain values are universal despite the fact that because of the colonial modernity, and because of various problems of modernity, the expression, the term “universal” has become universally suspect these days. The moment you talk of something universal, you are being something rather unacceptable. This is postmodern identity politics - nothing is universal. But I think there is something universal.</p> <p>The very fact that I am concerned with something taking place in the Middle East -- I'm not a Palestinian, I have never visited Gaza, and I do not think that I will ever visit Gaza in my life but there is something which pains me there. That is universal. My friend Lorenzen has written about a singer in 1930s, a Christian singer, singing in the churches of South Carolina, Blind Willy. David Lorenzen has actually compared the compositions of Blind Willy with Kabir line by line, and they seem to be translations of each other... “God is not there on the pulpit, he is out there, outside the church, go and find him.” This is Blind Willy singing in the thirties in South Carolina, and he obviously had not even heard of Kabir. There are many like him.</p> <p>Kabir has a most poignant line, which I think expresses his fundamental concern as a poet:</p> <p><i>Bhitar kahuo to jag mei laje, bahar kahoon to jhoota,</i><br /><i>bhitar bahar sabar nirantar, mein ke vidhi ke to ghambira</i></p> <p>If I describe Him as residing within myself, then I am dismissing the existence of everything which is outside, so I cannot say this. If I say that He is outside, that He is residing outside, then I am denying my own experience. I know I am telling a lie, so <i>bahar kaho to jhoota</i>... How to describe that indescribable: <i>bhitar bahar sabar nirantar, mein ke vidhi ke to ghambira</i>?</p> <p>The profound truth which I want to convey to you is this -- that He actually resides in the continuum of inside and outside. In our own idiom, in our own political idiom we can say that the profundity of our modern concerns, actually reside in the continuum of personal and political. It is very easy to condemn every political thing or every discourse of power or everything connected with power. The point is, am I part of that discourse, that structure in a personal capacity or not?</p> <p>If something is to be done, if some moral position is to be taken, it has to be taken consistently both in the <i>bhitar </i>and<i> bahar</i>.</p> <p>Most of our young friends get attracted to Kabir because of his supposedly iconoclastic views. Yes, of course, he was very iconoclastic and he was very aggressive and sometimes he could express things in a most satirical and almost in a manner which would hurt the sentiments of all and sundry in today’s India. And sometimes I feel very, very happy for Kabir, and I thank God that he was not writing in the twentieth or twenty first century characterized by backwardness, by all kinds of sectarianism, all kinds of violence. Kabir was of course forced to leave Banaras for some time. Had he been writing in 1920 or 1990 or 2009, he would have met a more severe punishment for hurting sentiments. So sometimes I feel very happy for Kabir that he died five hundred years ago.</p> <p>What actually attracts most of us to him is his so-called iconoclasm. This iconoclasm would not have been possible at all in the absence of a very, very humble search for love. Kabir is basically searching for love. Kabir's fundamental concern is love not demolition. He should not be read as some kind of demolition expert or bulldozer let loose. He criticizes people quite categorically, absolutely, but if you read him in totality, he is a poet who brings tears to your eyes, Because of his yearning, because of his agony. And what is he looking for? He calls it <i>Ram</i>, he calls it <i>Govind</i>, he calls it <i>Karim</i>, he calls it <i>Madhav</i>, <i>Keshav</i> and what not. All the names of God, employed by Kabir in his poems are actually nothing but an attempt to name love, and nothing else.</p> <p>And while I read Kabir, I am always reminded, in fact, that there was another remarkable discovery or route to discovery. Roland Barthes, the famous structuralist philosopher, is known as the father, one of the fathers, of what we call post-modernism and post-structuralism today. Roland Barthes, has written a most moving book. In fact it is not a book, rather fragments or jottings which have been published, put together, called <i>“The Lover's Discourse”.</i> And the opening sentence of that book really strikes you like a bolt, the opening sentence of the book is: "<i>The lovers’ discourse is spoken by many in this world, but warranted by none</i>." Everybody wants to talk of love, nobody wants to hear the talk of love, and nobody wants to act on the talk of love. Everybody wants to talk of love: I love my motherland, I love my religion, I love my faith, I love my ideology, and therefore I am willing to die and I am willing to kill. So this discourse is spoken by many and warranted by none...</p> <p>I request you - go through Kabir, in his own words, and his most moving English translation is available by our common friend Linda, which is also important because Linda is the only Kabir scholar so far who has taken Kabir the poet seriously. Otherwise Kabir has been reduced to a social reformer, a revolutionary.</p> <p>Sometimes I fear that the revolutionaries of the twenty first century do not have faith in their own resources, therefore they sometimes turn Jesus into a revolutionary, they sometimes turn somebody else into a revolutionary and sometimes they turn Kabir into a revolutionary. If you want to do revolution, you should do it on your own premises after your own resources instead of appropriating the popular figures from the past. Anyway, so if you read Kabir through translation or Kabir in his original, basically he is a poet of love. And if you read you will find his logic is very simple. It is a <i>sahaj</i> logic, commonsensical logic. Common sense not in the philosophical sense of the word, but in our very general sense of the word. If I can relate with my Ram through love, if my Ram has no problem in talking to me with love, or through love, why the hell in this world can I not relate to my fellow human beings in the same way? That is the fundamental question Kabir poses to himself, that is the most fundamental question.</p> <p>If you look at the work, it will be very, very difficult - to my mind it will be impossible - to make a distinction between a spiritual and political Kabir. Spiritual in the sense of <i>adhyaatmik</i>. When I say the word “spiritual”, please first translate that in your mind to Hindi, Sanskrit, Kannada, whatever, into <i>adyaatmik</i>. Don’t take it in the sense in which it is used in contemporary English.</p> <p>So this is, to my mind, my way of approaching Kabir, my way of reaching Kabir, that you cannot really make a distinction between spiritual and political, you cannot make a distinction between universal and specific. You can be conscious of the specific manifestations of the universal. You can be conscious of political moments. But you cannot say, like I find many of my friends telling me, that look here, we are interested in Kabir only so far as he is critical of Hindu bigotry or Muslim bigotry or of caste order or of Brahminism or of Brahmin supremacy and all that and the rest of Kabir we are not concerned with. Of course you can do that. I mean nobody can stop you from doing that but I think you would be doing a bit of injustice to the poetic praxis of Kabir.</p> <p>Last point, friends, I would like to make is about this poetic praxis itself. You see we have to distinguish between those who want to use poetry or any creative expression in order to create a political message, and such people certainly have also created great poetry, no doubt about it. But then there are people whose political or social message is almost a by product of their poetic, their creative concerns. They are not doing it deliberately. They are not doing it with a kind of pre-determined agenda. Kabir is not criticizing all kinds of organized religions in order to create a religion himself, in order to create a separate <i>panth</i> himself.</p> <p>I'm sure Tipanyaji will not agree with me, but as a student of history I have to say that Kabir's <i>panth</i> was established at least a hundred years after Kabir's death. Kabir never established a <i>panth</i>. In fact in one of the most moving biographies of Kabir written by Anantha Das at the turn of the sixteenth century, which is supposed to be the earliest biography of Kabir, Anantha Das records an incident which is indicative of Kabir's nature.</p> <p>Because of his poetic performances and because, Anantha Das informs us, because of his miracles, Kabir became very popular, very revered in the city of Banaras and people used to throng his residence throughout the day, and he got fed up. He did not get sufficient time for his music and or for composing poetry or sufficient time for having dialogue with his Ram. He got fed up with the popularity. He was getting a lot of press, so he was not very happy with it. So, how to get rid of it?</p> <p>Anantha Das informs us that Kabir took some water in a bottle and joined the company of the most famous, the most well-known prostitute of the town, took her around and wandered with her in the city of Banares throughout the day, behaving like a drunkard. By evening the entire town was convinced that he was a rascal not a godly man, and people stopped bothering Kabir and Kabir was extremely happy after that. So such a man is a most unlikely candidate for establishing a cult or a sect or whatever, and that is why to my mind he could speak the truth. You see I realized that if you are too popular you cannot speak the truth. If you have a following to maintain, then you cannot speak many truths. If you have a position to maintain you cannot speak many truths. I cannot speak many truths today, which I could have spoken two years before. It is as simple as that and Kabir realized it in his own way.</p> <p>Friends, if you read Kabir as a poet you will realize that he talks about poetry himself. <i>Updesh</i> (teaching) is only a byproduct of his engagement with his Ram. He is basically trying to talk to his Ram. He is basically trying to live out his idea of love in his relationship with Ram and his relationship with the world. Whatever comes out has a certain component which is attractive to us because we are beset with some problems in which we find Kabir can be used as an associate or as a tool. Let me repeat I have nothing against that. My only point is that please do not reduce Kabir only to a social reformer or only to a prop in our political activity. Kabir is, and many poets for that matter are, much bigger and much more complex than that. Kabir makes some very interesting moral statements as well, which are the statements of his self-confidence and which are the statements of his method.</p> <p>I would just like to quote two <i>sakhis</i> to you and that is it. One is about his understanding of his poetry and his <i>bhakti </i>and his social location and his social vocation.</p> <p>In one of the <i>sakhis</i> he says:</p> <p><i>“Pinjar prem prakasheya, antar bhaya ujaas,</i><br /><i>Mrig kasturi mahi base, bani phooti bas"</i><br /><i>I had the illumination of love within and it illuminates my outside as well. </i><br /><i>It makes my words, my poetry, as fragrant as musk.</i><br /> <i>“Pinjar prem prakasheya, antar bhaya ujaas,</i><br /><i>Mrig kasturi mahi base, bani phooti bas"</i><br />So it is the love that makes it possible...</p> <p>The second <i>sakhi</i> I would like to read before you is about his notion of the relationship between him and his God. As you know we are supposed to follow God. We are supposed to worship God and we are supposed toplacate God in many ways. Here is a person, who, in his very humble, confident and almost defiant way, says:</p> <p><i>"Kabir man nirmal bhaya, jaise Ganga neer.</i><br /><i>Peechhey laga Hari phire, kahat Kabir Kabir".</i><br /><i>My mind has become as pure as the water of Ganga. </i><br /><i>I do not go after God anymore, he comes after me. </i><br /> I do not say “<i>Ram</i> <i>Ram</i><i>!” or “Hari Hari!” or “Krishna Krishna!”</i> or whatever. He says “Kabir Kabir!” because I have turned my mind as pure as Ganga jal. <br /><i>"Kabir man nirmal bhaya, jaise Ganga neer.</i><br /> <i>Peechhey laga Hari phire, kahat Kabir Kabir".</i></p> <p>Friends, I have great faith that all of us, if we take it seriously and strive hard, I am absolutely sure, in personal as well as political terms of our life and activities, all of us can force God to follow after us. The only thing is that we turn our minds as pure as Ganga <i>jal</i>.</p> <p>Ganga <i>jal</i> not of today, but of fifteenth century...!</p> <p><i>(These are excerpts from a transcript of a talk given by Prof. Purushottam Agarwal on 28 Feb 2009 at “Koi Sunta Hai – A Festival of Kabir in Bengaluru”, organized by the Kabir Project at Srishti School of Art Design and Technology along with the support of several partner organizations in Bangalore) </i></p> <p><i>-- Prof. Purushottam Agarwal is a renowned scholar and has written extensively on Kabir, including a book </i>‘Kabir: Sakhi Aur Shabd’<i> and an essay</i> ‘In Search of Ramanand: The Guru of Kabir and Others’<i>. As a consultant to Oxfam he has organized several interfaces of scholars, artists and activists, including one between Kabir Panthis (followers of a Kabir sect) and scholars of Kabir. These events probed the question of social identities and a dialogue on “spirituality without religion”. Prof. Agrawal is former chairperson of the School of Language, Literature and Culture Studies at the Jawaharlal Nehru University in New Delhi, and visiting professor at the Faculty of Oriental Studies, Cambridge University. </i></p> <p><i>Prof Agarwal, along with Dr Linda Hess (several references to whom are made in this talk) and others, is an advisor to the Kabir Project. Other references are to Prahlad Tipanya, a renowned folk singer of Kabir from Malwa, Madhya Pradesh, who features extensively in the four Kabir films, and is a close friend of the Kabir Project. </i></p>(Source: <a href="http://www.openspaceindia.org/index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=630&Itemid=232" target="_blank">http://www.openspaceindia.org/<wbr>index.php?option=com_k2&view=<wbr>item&id=630&Itemid=232</a>)Manjushree Abhinavhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01566753486772399519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-31955628732893734222011-03-07T15:28:00.003+05:302011-03-07T15:41:22.668+05:30Malwa Kabir Yatra , 2011<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-h15gXxlAE88/TXSuoMhdHEI/AAAAAAAAA6s/ZEHRDhKmwKY/s1600/fulFinal%2Bmalwa%2Byatra.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 276px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-h15gXxlAE88/TXSuoMhdHEI/AAAAAAAAA6s/ZEHRDhKmwKY/s400/fulFinal%2Bmalwa%2Byatra.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581277843798432834" border="0" />Double click on image and then click + to make it readable.<br /></a>Manjushree Abhinavhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01566753486772399519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-68520637128175483192011-02-25T10:06:00.000+05:302011-02-25T10:06:14.299+05:30Learning to close my eyes: Amandeep Sandhu<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Amandeep Sandhu, a writer, shares with us his journey with Kabir. <br />
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My journey towards understanding the fires that had until then driven me into clinical depression started when Nilanjana sent me two music files by a singer named Prahlad Tipanya who sings Kabir. <br />
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It was the summer of 2007. My mother lay dying in a small town called Mandi Dabhwali in the Malwa region of southern Punjab. Prahladji is also from a region called Malwa but his Malwa is in Madhya Pradesh. His language was alien to our ears and my laptop computer had no external speakers. Still, from time to time, mother asked me to play the songs to her. In spite of the two Malwas, in spite our different languages, in spite of the two thousand kilometres that separated us, his message of submission and humility permeated into our ears. While cancer spread in my mother’s body a fire raged in our Malwa. Mandi Dabhwali was at the centre of a violent battle between the Sikhs and the head of a sect called <em>Sachha Sauda</em>. The Sikhs were angry because the head of the sect, Gurmit Ram Rahim, had appropriated icons from Sikhism and had attracted a certain caste of Sikhs to his fold. The reasons for the fight are complex but the gist is that Sikhism, which was conceived as casteless by Kabir and contemporaries Guru Nanak and other Sikh Gurus, had actually discriminated against its own lower castes who had in turn sought salvation in other sects which were more inviting. As a result the Gurdwaras were missing out on donations. My mother’s death was simpler. She was a life-long Schizophrenic, who had developed severe cardio-myopathy, and was now in breast cancer Stage IV. The secondary’s spread to the rest of her body. She died. Punjab burnt as vote bank politics and monetary gains stroked the fires. <br />
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I came back to Bangalore and Nilanjana told me she goes singing Kabir with someone called Shabnam Virmani who, every morning, opens her home to anyone interested in singing or listening. In February 2008, Nilanjana told me Shabnam is singing at the annual cultural festival on the outskirts of Bangalore -- <em>Fireflies.</em> I went to listen. For years I had been listening to a Kabir cassette by Madhup Mudgal but again the language was slightly alien to me. A friend’s mother had told me there was someone called Kumar Gandharv who used to sing brilliantly. I had never heard him. <br />
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At <em>Fireflies</em> I could understand Kabir. Shabnam’s translations in a mix of simple English and Hindi and her singing made the songs so easy to comprehend. After the concert I told her that couplets from Kabir open my first book of fiction and thanked her for giving me an opportunity to listen to Kabir live. She looked at me kindly and asked indulgently: ‘Have you never heard him live before?’ I said no but in that question of hers I knew that I had failed to access the 500-year old poet who I had only encountered in school text books, on thin shabby pages. He had survived the oral and written traditions and has existed alive and available to us. Now the question was what route should I take to access him? <br />
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I heard Shabnam thrice before her festival in Bangalore in 2009. But it is at that festival when she sang <em>Munn mast huaa re phir kyaa bole</em> ... that I closed my eyes. Now I tend to close my eyes every time I listen to music. It does hamper my work or even life at home. But it happens and I lose myself. Then I saw the documentaries Shabnam had made through her <em>Kabir Project</em> and picked up Kumar Gandharv’s <em>Avdhoot.</em> Since then, in the last two years, every morning I have listened to any one of the Kabir singers collected in Shabnam’s <em>Project</em> or to Kumar Gandharv and I just recently discovered MS Subbalaxmi. I do not have any knowledge of the terms of music. It helps me that Shabnam claims even she had never sang before she got onto the <em>Kabir Project</em>. I, in fact, know nothing about what has invaded me so beautifully for the last two years that now I have found newer loves – classical music. <br />
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Yet, through all the music and the films I learnt something that comes up fairly early in <em>Had-Unhad</em> when Prahladji asks a young man who hates idolatry and leans towards the formless to explain if his own body is not a form and towards the end of <em>Koi Sunta Hai</em> when singer Dhulichand, a rustic villager, flips his hand and says that what we are all looking for, the ‘word’ that denotes it, can only be found if one turns one’s focus to the inside rather than looking for it outside. <br />
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This was my conflict. Until then I had looked at events and phenomena through the labels I had learnt. When they clashed with each other I felt the fires burning me. I learnt that not knowing that these are mere labels makes the fires blaze and knowing that these are ‘mere’ labels gives you a sense of being able to harness the fires, channelise the self. In my case, finish my second book, which again opens with a couplet by Kabir. <br />
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My journey led me to Kumarji’s home in Dewas in 2010. I had learnt of the <em>Kabir Mahaotsav</em> in Lunyakhedi, Prahladji’s village near Ujjain. Nilanjana had once said that thousands gather for the festival. I wanted to be there and I had wanted to see Ujjain. I was experiencing the ease of the state without external labels <em>(Nirgun</em>) but I was still interested in <em>Matsyandar Nath</em> and the <em>Mahakaal</em> temple (<em>Sagun).</em> The temptation to see Kumarji’s home where he had lain for many years, stricken by Tuberculosis, and listened to beggars sing Kabir and wanting to see the <em>Sheel Nath Dhooni</em> where Kumarji had seen written on a mirror <em>Ud jayega hans akela</em>... pulled me to the festival. <br />
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The festival was a miracle of sorts. Lunyakedi did not have metalled roads yet people from nearby villages and far off cities had gathered and with them had gathered the modern power paraphernalia: IAS and IPS officers, and politicians and Kabir Panthis. This was realpolitik. Through all this, cutting through symbolism and iconography, one singer after another touched our hearts. This was <em>Sat Sang</em>, the concept that is a recurrent motif in all of Kabir’s and Shabnam’s work, as Shafi Mohammad Faqir, from (now) Pakistan says: <em>mil baithna, saat suron ka sangam</em>. <br />
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After the night long singing I went to Kumarji’s house and was admitted to the room where he lay ill and where he regained his voice and sang so wondrously. Coming out of the room I spotted a tobacco box and asked how it had reached the pious room. Kumarji’s grandson replied: ‘Kumarji kept chewing until the end.’ So this was how the great singer who dealt with TB and kept feeding himself the poison that caused the mighty illness and who was once a patient and then a healthy body found and sang the essences. He once said: ‘<em>jo sunta hoon, who gaata hoon</em>.’ He did it by seeing what each state was and then by going beyond them. <br />
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That evening, behind a tent, in the light of one yellow bulb at Lunyakhedi, I told Shabnam, ‘Seven times I have heard you sing a song about a forest on fire in which a bird keeps going back to sprinkle water on a burning tree that has earlier housed her. Each time I listen to it, it reconfigures my associations. The characters in the song: the tree, the bird, the fire, the lake take on ever shifting personas in my personal life. Sometimes I feel I am the bird, sometimes I am the tree, at other times I am the fire and I look for the lake.’ <br />
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If I am rooted in the tree I find myself burning and if I fly like the bird I feel self-righteous. Both of them are ego states. Beyond the forest and the lake lies the experience of the story. That experience is beyond words. It can be found, as the singer-villager said, when you turn the knowledge of the story inwards. I now recognise that my own experience is ever changing, ever informing. This knowledge liberates me from the explicit need to label it. What right do I have on an emotion I feel in a moment which the next moment will alter? My journey with Kabir has been one of recognising the value of the markers of my identity, questioning them, and then stripping down these markers and finding myself shorn of them. I try to walk this path with my mind aware and my eyes closed, in faith.<br />
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Amandeep Sandhu has no permanent address. These days he is a neighbour of Amir Khusro in New Delhi where he feeds birds on his terrace. He is the author of <em>Sepia Leaves</em> (Rupa, 2008) and a to-be-published novel <em>Roll of Honour. </em><br />
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</div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-59758853330690298522010-12-22T17:24:00.000+05:302010-12-22T17:24:02.403+05:30Kalpana Tanwar's Story: A Guest Post by Kalpana Tanwar<div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">Here is a guest post by Kalpana Tanwar who is trained in process oriented psychology and teaches at the Srishti School of Art, Design and Technology in Bangalore. Kalpana was part of the Kabir Project's four-day engagement with psychology teachers at a recent Refresher Course at Delhi University. She shares with us a story she wrote up as part of her presentation.<br />
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</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">After seeing all of Shabnam's films on Kabir, I was wondering if I knew him any better. And since I am devoted to story telling, I thought, why not write a Kabir story of my own. So here goes.</span></div><br />
<span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">Once upon a time there was a Kabir. When in his mother’s womb, she learned to lay her hands on her belly, and it was as if she suddenly knew what to do. Difficult decisions and complicated issues, frustrations and disappointments, all fell away to reveal simple truths.<br />
</span> <div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">After Kabir was born, his mother continued to know! Over the many months of Kabir’s gestation, she had got into the habit of accessing the deepest part of her inner knowing self and wisdom. After his birth, without even knowing it, she continued to connect with this inner source.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">Kabir grew up and became - Kabir. He took to wandering and seemed to follow where ever his feet would lead him. His simple musical instruments played his fingers, and words found a way into his mouth. And when it all came together, Kabir went into a state of bliss. His lips moved to the words that flowed into his mouth and his breath resonated with the wind and the waters, and his feet shod a steady rhythm. He sang, he walked, and even as he moved he moved all those who heard him.<span> </span>And his simple words, born of nature, carried on the wind, which lifted them high up into the air. There his words perched on the backs of birds and flew high up and far away, travelling<span> </span>to distant lands, where they spawned more and more Kabirs.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">So it seemed that where ever you were, and however far away from home you went, you would always meet a Kabir. And if you did not, it became easy for the traveler to become a Kabir himself.</span></div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-91793337908800628182010-07-19T13:46:00.001+05:302010-07-19T13:46:50.183+05:30Invitation to 1 Shanti Road<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eUEVGcyqdqI/TEQJzv2QrnI/AAAAAAAAABQ/YZ4-zMecqLs/s1600/Monterey+to+Malwa.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="195" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eUEVGcyqdqI/TEQJzv2QrnI/AAAAAAAAABQ/YZ4-zMecqLs/s400/Monterey+to+Malwa.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>Namratahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03733050098669241102noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-77565537085865109812010-04-25T15:11:00.002+05:302010-04-25T15:15:09.099+05:30Binding Love- Beyond Boundries<span style="font-style: italic;color:#ff0000;" >by- Ojasi Mehta</span><br /><br /><br /><div>The hot summer afternoon of 9th April , a small room laced with a shelf of books and "gaddas" on floor and walls occupied with several colorful posters , a tv and dvd player and 10-15 curious young people - it was the office of Pravah Jaipur Initiative and we all were called up there for a movie screening - a documentary movie on Kabir. Everybody was chatting in low voices , I was sitting quietly as I was new at this place and knew no one particularly. I was quite excited about the movie but was afraid too as it could turn out very boring but I was wondering what others are talking about and not until the movie finished and some people confessed , I got to know they were also anticipating that movie would spoil their precious summer afternoon sleep. But guess what? After watching movie , everyone was in an ecstatic state , upon being asked the experience of movie , no one even could express the joy in words.<br /> </div> <div> </div> <div>The movie was- Had Anhad , made by Shabnam Virmani under a kabir Project. It begins with a question - "Where I will find Ram?" And the first landscape is that of Ayodhya - Ram janm bhumi... but does she find Ram there? Some shopkeepers are interviewed by her and it is very realistic to see that what people actually think about Babri Masjid Case. It is a war between Ego and Belief. A war on God's name - to find God or save God- but does God reside in temple or masjid? God would be pleased by such wars? Such questions take her from Ayodhya to Madhya Pradesh to Rajasthan and finally Pakistan. Through Kabir she tries to find all these answers . She meets different people in her journey who are either local singers (folk singers) of Kabir or related to Kabir in one or the other way. Finally she goes to Pakistan where she feels most closest to Kabir and his philosophy.</div> <div><br /> </div> <div>Who is Kabir by the way ? - An incarnation of Vishnu ? A fakir or saint? A poet of Bhakti movement? A revolutionary man? Why not go back and see him first as a man... but something definitely makes him different from an ordinary man and that's his knowledge of Self .</div> <div> </div> <div><em>Had-Had Karke Sab Gaye,</em></div> <div><em>Per Behad Gayo Na Koi.<br /><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 25px; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"></span></span></em></div> <div><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 25px; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></span></span> </div> <div><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 25px; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Kabir had crossed the limits between Soul n Bramha. </span></span></span><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size:100%;">There is one fine example in movie to describe Kabir's position that one who is in ship says- "Shore is coming" , One who is on the shore says - "Land is coming" but for one who is above both , no one is coming and no one is going - Kabir was like this. </span></span></span></span></div> <div><span style="font-size: medium; line-height: normal; font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><br /></span></div> <div><span style="font-size: medium; line-height: normal; font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><span style="font-size:100%;">When one knows himself , his own soul , from this knowledge one can embark on the journey of "search of God". And why kabir is relevant today? There are various reasons like his dohas and songs contain the eternal knowledge about "soul" , "god", "life", "love" but the most prominent voice of his dohas and songs are - "Humanitarian" which today in the world threatened by terrorism , existentialism , depression and loss of faith on God, we need to understand badly. He teaches us to see everyone as human and worship one God whom he called "Ram" - his Ram is not Dashrath's son Ram , an incarnation of Vishnu but his Ram lives in everyone's heart and if we love everyone , we are worshiping God. </span></span></div> <span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 25px; font-family: arial;"> <div><br /> </div></span><em>Sakal Hans Mein Ram Viraje,</em> <div><em>Ram Bina Koi Dham Nahi.</em></div> <div><em><br /></em><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Ram resides in every soul, </span></span></span></div> <div><span style="font-family: Times,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size:100%;">There is no abode without Ram.</span></span></span></div> <div><br /> </div> <div>Through the screening of this movie , Pravah whose motto is - "Me to We" and whose Focus is on both "self" and "society" , tries to help us to see "what we are" , "who we are" , and "What we can do for our society and humanity?" </div> <span><br /></span><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-29938077051750199822010-04-22T12:00:00.005+05:302010-04-22T12:49:08.281+05:30Reflection on Self-exploration through Kabir Workshop conducted by- PRAVAH, Delhi<div style="text-align: left;"> </div><span class="gI"><span class="ik">by </span><span email="gopalbkn1@gmail.com" class="gD" style="color: rgb(0, 104, 28);">Gopal Singh Chouhan</span></span><br />(<span><a href="http://gorakhh.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://gorakhh.blogspot.com</a>)<br /></span><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">For me personally it was blessing to be part of the Self-exploration through kabir workshop organised by Pravah, Delhi from 29-1April, 2010 in Jamia Hamdard University, Delhi. It helped me to understand the essence of Kabir’s philosophy in deeper way. Having discussion in diverse and harmonious group is always meaningful to merge into focused themes and left a deep impact. Long discussions during three days workshop have also helped me to understand myself, improve my personal knowledge about Kabir and ability of knowing. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Kabir is not only about poetry, music, singing, philosophy but he emerged in various forms when we take him into the voice of self-dialogue, self-dualities, self-identities and in thousands of layers of self itself. In the process of joining kabir with highly motivated passion of knowing self and others as well it is more seems to be realistic and practical in all spheres of physical and metaphysical world. There is no more Nirgun and Sagun distinction when Kabir rejects social taboos, superstitions, Hindu <span> </span>rituals and Muslim doctrines. At the same time Kabir </span><span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial;">is able to reveal Love, Philosophy, Mysticism and his unbending love for the Supreme and that’s the beauty of Kabir’s poetry.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span></span> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">All designed session went well but the discussion on hall mark of Kabir’s poetry that he convey in two line DOHA were really influencing. I think that was the guiding part of the workshop when the whole group needed to open up the discussion surrounding different themes. The group able to reveal his mysticism, spirituality, death, soul, the conscience, the sense of awareness and the vitality of existence in a manner that is unequalled in both simplicity and style. We came to know that kabir says not much, but between the lines, he tends to shake up the entire universe. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">Is kabir really simple? His simplicity is not all the difficulties? Does he talk about complexity in his two lines verses? Yes, he urged us to see ourselves stark naked. What does mean following kabir? Knowing one’s inner self or realizing one self? Accepting oneself or becoming harmonious with one’s surrounding?</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">There are so many questions unanswered after the workshop but I am really thankful to organizer that they gave me the chance to take away so many questions for self-exploration. I would also love to thank all participant who made this event very successful with their immense support and specially Ashraf and Ravi who encourage us to do this workshop.</span> </p><span style="color: rgb(136, 136, 136);"></span><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-36171514388063017712010-04-02T16:48:00.006+05:302010-04-03T20:32:12.092+05:30Koi Sunta Hai..Text: Arati , Photos: <a href="http://adivarekar.in/">Hari</a><br /><br />It was early night in Bagli - a crowd had gathered in curiosity and anticipation - a film was about to be shown - in the town centre, in fact in midst of its chowraha (cross roads), and for free!<br /><br />The muddled confusion of rigging the white cotton sheet across a rickety central stage, setting up laptops, projectors, missing extension cords, multi-pin plugs, while kids ran around with their lollipop ices, women sat in relaxed groups to gossip, and men sombre and plumed in their colorful turbans of oranges and yellow - all gathered on tarps laid across mid-roads.<br /><br />When all was set, someone called out to shut the street lights. A spindly ladder was conjured up, set against electric pole and a person climbed up, skinny and steady, to reach for the wires, identify and 'yank it off'! And the movie began...<br /><br />I have seen Koi Sunta Hai before, twice. I find it more hauntingly beautiful, more internally 'disturbing', and even more sorrowful, compared to Shabnam's other movies. I especially like the very beginning of it. This time, I was sitting with some children grouped in a clump - obviously friends, on one side and another cluster of women at first huddled in a circle, on my other side. In the informal, or really, easy way of rural India, even as the movie started, these people continued to be engrossed with themselves, occasionally turning towards the screen to see what was going on...women continued conversations on domesticity, tinkling their bangles, jingling their anklets, occasional soft laughter arising near by. The children were first curious about me and wanted to know what I was called, where my home was - all this after the movie had begun. However, slowly the audience around me settled down - orienting themselves more and more towards the screen. They fell silent, engrossed. Some women and children had left in the first half hour of the film - but most others stayed and watched. I remember thinking - how bright are the eyes of people here - how brightly shine children's eyes - maybe it was this light - of the screen reflecting in their eyes, at night.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7Ykv8baC6I/AAAAAAAACbk/GnkT50O0nyg/s1600/Film-Screening_Bagli_Hari-Adivarekar.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7Ykv8baC6I/AAAAAAAACbk/GnkT50O0nyg/s400/Film-Screening_Bagli_Hari-Adivarekar.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455588404699466658" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Watching 'Koi Sunta Hai' in Bagli</span><br /></div><br />At one point in the movie, a kid turned towards me and reached for my hand, saying "I know him" (i.e. Kumar Gandharv), "How?" I asked him, he smiled and replied " He is in my book" (in his 7th std., social text). He further elaborated that he knew Kumar Gandharv from the section on music which also contained Tansen (the renowned singer in Mughal emperor Akbar's court) and Lata Mangeshkar ( a very popular playback singer of Bollywood)! I laughed at the strange combination of musicians that had made it into the MP govt's curriculum texts for 12 year olds. I also remember humming or softly singing with the songs in the movie - and being asked if I liked these songs...Oh yes, very much..did they like it? , a big smile now and yes! The women never directly addressed me, but turned and partook in my conversations with the kids, smiling.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7dWbU7XhfI/AAAAAAAACcM/1wJn8rF7akU/s1600/IMG_8904.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7dWbU7XhfI/AAAAAAAACcM/1wJn8rF7akU/s400/IMG_8904.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455924501056816626" border="0" /></a><a href="http://adivarekar.in/"></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Kumar Gandharva on screen</span><br /></div><br />And so we watched this movie together, in middle of Bagli's chowraha, its haat, turning towards each other, when something touched us, with a look, a smile, an acknowledgment - as one does with one's family, watching something on TV that we all like - comfortable and happy together, all listening - 'Koi Sunta Hai'.<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-86635524111259486702010-04-02T16:22:00.004+05:302010-04-02T16:27:33.726+05:30Another Gift...Again from Anand Balasubramanyan, we have a rare gift - he has uploaded a favorite Kabir Song, sung by Shabnam, <span style="font-style:italic;">with </span>lyrics, for our listening and singing along pleasure!<br /><br />Check it out <a href="http://anand-bala.blogspot.com/2010/03/yugan-yugan-hum-yogi.html#comment-form">here</a>.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-80234506967624715912010-03-29T23:50:00.001+05:302010-04-01T20:10:09.550+05:30Kabir Laughs..Kabir has recently been discovered by Urban India. For me this discovery came directly via Shabnam, her singing Kabir with an unprecedented abandon, and her deeply political and questioning movies:<br /><br />1)Koi Sunta Hai (Is Anyone Listening?)<br />2)Kabira Khada Bazar Mein( Kabir Stands in a Market Place)<br />3)Chalo Hamara Desh ( Come to my Country)<br />4)Had Anhad (Bounded Boundless)<br /><br />These movies directly brought home the power, the vast reach and the provoking, questioning of Kabir, placing him directly within our very necessary and current context of fragmenting cultures, societies - the very definition of our nationhood. <br /><br />Shabnam became a solitary, but a powerful launch pad for reviving this Kabir, for catapulting him into the intellectually alive, cosmopolitan circles of urban India. And thus, Kabir resurrected amongst the urban lost, needy, and searching - like me. His became an alternative way to live - positively, amongst the myriad images of negative news that crowd our days. We could now respond - not to continual crises of everyday living, but with a deep, and laughing awareness of the insignificance and impermanence of it all - of our life. Impermanence "like a disappearing dewdrop" and similarly luminescent. Yes, I guess, that is what we all needed most - a big dose of Kabirean mirth, fits of uncontrolled laughter, to guffaw away our silly, serious ways - get tickled out of taking ourselves too seriously, grimly, ferociously and morbidly! Now a Kabir laughs continuously inside - I only have to peek to rediscover - for those moments when I forget.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-62337430483826937352010-03-29T23:43:00.002+05:302010-04-01T19:57:23.771+05:30Riding A Magic BusText: Arati, <br />Photos: <a href="http://adivarekar.in/">Hari</a> <br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLlCdUv1I/AAAAAAAACWY/Rcwi63ysVDw/s1600/Bus.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLlCdUv1I/AAAAAAAACWY/Rcwi63ysVDw/s400/Bus.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454012617176956754" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">The Magic Bus</span><br /></div><br /><br />We rode through Malwa on a Magic Bus - levitating and flying - cutting through clear, transparent blue days - leaving a wake of arid landscapes in gritty brown and shrubs on a fast current behind us.<br /><br />We rode this white and red Magic Bus, with pink, plastic sparkled seats upholstered in maroon with orange and green swirls, baby pink glitter walls, shiny bright yellow curtains...we all rode, the singers, the accompanists and audience, all crammed within, with bursting helium hearts, buoyant on songs, music, transported from one 'ajab shahar' (wondrous land) to the next.<br /><br />We rode our Magic Bus through Malwa, weaving through small towns of narrow, cobbled streets, with trellised, dilapidated homes of exquisitely carved beauty, through intense samosa, kachori, jalebi smells that wafted into our stratosphere, through the 'haats' (markets) of kaleidoscopic colors into vast open spaces dotted with mud villages and thatch roofs, grazing goats and indolent cows, crossing herds of gangly camels with babies, tall , peering into our raucous bus with a mild gaze even while we all rapturously clicked away on our digital cams...<br /><br />We rode this Magic Bus in a symphony of never ending songs, to the strumming of the tamburas, the percuss ions of dholaks, manjiras and kartaals...Our singers buoyed by our unquenchable passion, sang with beaming faces, hoarse voices, singing each others' musics, easily, boisterously, in same shared spaces - in a same shared, common voice - the musics of Malwa, Rajasthan, Kutch, merging into one music, one song, same song of love and loving, of searches, of riding a ride of life, poised and laughing on top.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLlm-aFyI/AAAAAAAACWg/OxX76U2sqYs/s1600/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLlm-aFyI/AAAAAAAACWg/OxX76U2sqYs/s400/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454012626979395362" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Moora Lala and Shabnam</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLl-XtHhI/AAAAAAAACWo/zavAe0wZYmw/s1600/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 252px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLl-XtHhI/AAAAAAAACWo/zavAe0wZYmw/s400/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454012633259515410" border="0" /></a>KaluRam, MooraLala and Anand<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLmTinS2I/AAAAAAAACWw/P068zyS0YYI/s1600/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar4.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLmTinS2I/AAAAAAAACWw/P068zyS0YYI/s400/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar4.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454012638942415714" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Shabnam in her truest form!</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLmpznOUI/AAAAAAAACW4/lQodMSiAINA/s1600/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar6.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CLmpznOUI/AAAAAAAACW4/lQodMSiAINA/s400/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar6.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454012644919294274" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Manzil Kids Jamming!</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CMZsadlNI/AAAAAAAACXA/R90fFbYcJkM/s1600/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar9.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CMZsadlNI/AAAAAAAACXA/R90fFbYcJkM/s400/Bus_Hari-Adivarekar9.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454013521792439506" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Mukhtiyar Ali serenading </span><br /><br /></div>We rode such a Magic Bus, alighting only to sing more, love more, share more, with all those who received us, fed, sheltered and nourished our neglected physical selves, in love - all encompassing, infinitely universal, to lead us to platforms under stars, where the unending mela again resumed - singers on the stage, we - one with our singers, singing inside, till the music was no longer contained, brimmed over and spilled out, first from our drumming fingers, tapping feet, swaying heads to people moving in front of the stage, sides of stage, in dances of complete, intoxicated abandon " Sahib Ne Bhang Pilayee..."<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-16256078510458413782010-03-28T18:43:00.003+05:302010-04-01T19:59:54.490+05:30Parbat JogiText: Arati, Photo: <a href="http://adivarekar.in/">Hari</a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CdAsHwSNI/AAAAAAAACXI/et5g7ckWcX8/s1600/Live_Hari-Adivarekar13.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CdAsHwSNI/AAAAAAAACXI/et5g7ckWcX8/s400/Live_Hari-Adivarekar13.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454031783914916050" border="0" /></a><br />I first saw Parbat Jogi in a performance in Baroda - as part of the Kabir Festival happening there. He was the Dholak player accompanying Moora Lala Marwara - a folk and Bhakti-ras singer from Kutch. He stood out with his flamboyant mastery of the Dholak - his virtuosity - playful and powerful, resonant - bringing out sounds from his modest instrument that I had never heard before.<br /><br />His looks matched his style on Dholak - deep red kurta, locks of hair tumbling to his shoulders, greying at edges. He stared at the audience - directly, deeply aware of those he sought to impress - effortlessly.<br /><br />Parbat Jogi accompanied us on the Malwa Yatra. He had recently lost his father and had shaved his hair - only a small lock remained - his signature of belonging to his particular community. On the third day of our trip, on our way to Ujjain, we stopped at a farm where we were being hosted for dinner. I had been intending to speak to him, know him a little more. After a dusk walk with the group and a visit to the Shiva temple on the farm, I saw Parbat Jogi sitting with the other accompanists from Kutch, in a tight group. I decided that this was a good time to break ice, converse, as a fellow yatri...<br /><br />I approached the group, hesitating a bit, and addressed him, if I could talk to him...He demurred wondering that he had either anything of information or interest to share..then he turned to his friends and started confiding something in Kutchi to which they all started started grinning wildly. Knowing the discussion to be centred humorously around me I immediately broke into Gujarati smiling as I confided that I was very conversant in Gujarati and therefore was probably able to understand most of what they exchanged in Kutchi...it was amazing what followed - they immediately laughed, now speaking in Gujarati that they did not realise that I was a Gujarati, to please join them and full of questions about me, my background etc. I had broken ice...just with a common language - breaking all social, cultural, geographic differences between us.<br /><br />What followed was a very honest, open and a intimate conversation with Jogi about his life, background, and the story of his musical journey. His is a story of following his inner calling despite the very harsh realities of his life. He recalled how he would venture out with goats, sheep and his dholak, and get so involved in his 'play' that the herd would disperse into neighboring properties and he would get beaten up for letting them stray. He spoke of having to make ends meet as a laborer carrying sacks of grain on his back - and yet his head filled to the rhythms of his dholak, the beats and the variants, beating inside, speaking aloud these 'Bols' to me. He remembers how at the end of a hard day of labor, when others were ready to go home and collapse, he would be bursting with a desperate need to return to his music, and would annoy his mother by reaching straight for his Dholak, or one of the many other instruments he played. Unlike most other folk musicians he was an accomplished Shehnai and <a href="http://www.indianetzone.com/20/surando_musical_instrument_kutch.htm">Surando</a> player - and according to him, one of the only two Surando artists in Kutch. He related an interesting folk tale of a King who was asked for his head as a reward by a Surando player and willing did it - such was the great influence of Surando's music. This story had great influence on him. Parbat Jogi had never previously seen a Surando but crafted one for himself based on a description by his father, and then learnt to play it well enough to be invited to play it on the All India Radio.<br /><br />Our conversation followed easily and long - long after the others had left us, long after most had finished dinner. It followed mutual sharing and singing of favorite ragas, discussions on the values of swara (notes), and taal (rhythm)...I still remember him saying "When the swara and breath become One, in an ultimate union, taal finds no place", and " If swara is breath, then taal is the heartbeat" - we then agreed that Shabd (word) was the intellect, the awareness - the wordless-word!<br /><br />Parbat Jogi was/is a discovery in my life. I remain riddled with many more questions since I met him - what is the origin this unbearable passion? nothing nurtures it and yet it grows...are these in-born tendencies? or needs born from his bleak background? or just an inner genius, illuminated?<br /><br />Over the next many days, Parbat Jogi sang and played with us with a joyous abandon - and it was our privilege to have been there as witnesses, as playmates!<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-90350177808441943002010-03-27T19:14:00.001+05:302010-04-01T20:01:14.483+05:30Women of MalwaText: Arati, Photos: <a href="http://adivarekar.in/">Hari</a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CdlvqlJQI/AAAAAAAACXQ/lgG-G0OmsYU/s1600/People7_Hari-Adivarekar.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CdlvqlJQI/AAAAAAAACXQ/lgG-G0OmsYU/s400/People7_Hari-Adivarekar.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454032420521452802" border="0" /></a><br />Audience:<br /><br />The women sat there, colorful figures on blue tarps, faces lit, smiling, clapping, and singing along - these women - in many hundreds, knew <span style="font-style: italic;">all</span> the songs - and they sang along - completely at ease, to accompany the artists on stage!<br /><br />Dancers:<br /><br />Two figures danced in repetitive half-turns, clock-wise, anticlockwise, hands in graceful movements, feet moving in perfect rhythms, faces half-covered in 'ghoonghat' - in a style that we came to recognise across Malwa, a bouncing in half-steps.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CeAvnFBMI/AAAAAAAACXY/WuZ31-_1Fdg/s1600/Dancing-Audience_Hari-Adivarekar2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7CeAvnFBMI/AAAAAAAACXY/WuZ31-_1Fdg/s400/Dancing-Audience_Hari-Adivarekar2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454032884363232450" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Singers (on Bus):<br /><br />It was in pauses between songs and jamming sessions, that these songs would appear..flutey, nasal, high pitched, choral melodies bouncing within our bus, evoking infinite spaces, the hills recalled perfectly by sounds - tilted spaces in perfect balance between the rising and the falling - poised between earth and skies.<br /><br />Shy, but unselfconscious, they sang as women have culturally sung, at all events, ceremonies, festivals and gatherings all over India - and they sang all this during our journey.<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-30943194196861672252010-03-27T17:30:00.000+05:302010-03-27T19:09:37.995+05:30Impressions of Malwa-ScapesDusty horizons - sundust piled in heaps and bales in harvested fields, against a giant, pale, wheat sun.<br /><br />Dark trees in Ikebana arise from pale flat lands.<br /><br />Fields of ripening grain - tender stalks, a dark boy runs and dives in - shoulder deep.<br /><br />Coffee dark soil, light straw, clumps of mango trees in frothy green blossoms.<br /><br />Palash flames torch the land in deepest orange.<br /><br />Searing heat rising from a black ribbon road in wet ripples.<br /><br />Stars swathed nights - spent under-cover, hiding from mosquitoes.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-54598193700310592942010-03-25T15:50:00.002+05:302010-04-01T20:12:06.654+05:30Kabir Calling..Text: Arati, Photos: <a href="http://adivarekar.in/">Hari</a><br />We were all there, obeying inner urges, conscious or unconscious, as partners in a yatra - the Kabir Yatra through Malwa. We were an accidental set- formed as divergent streams feeding into a pool - from vastly diverse economic, educational, cultural, class, caste, religious, and even national backgrounds that had traversed vastly different personal histories to coincide in Malwa for this journey together - a journey of nine days, but experiencing a lifetime. What was this common inner call, the common gravity that pulled us enough to leave, for dusty wanderings through Malwa?<br /><br />I sit wondering about this, as I now stare at the dense-green outside my campus window...and again and again the answer is affirmatively Kabir, and only Kabir. The power of Kabir's words had made us into adventurers, explorers, seekers, kaffirs, and fakirs.<br /><br />And even while the call of Kabir was strong but still incomprehensible to many of us, there were several amongst us, most often people from Malwa, who had inherited and grown up with Kabir. They recognised the great force in Kabir's words, for social, political transformation, and for a personal, very direct way out the shackles of their own boundedness - both internal and external. These were musicians of Kabir tradition, educators, social workers that used the voice of Kabir to affirm individual positions towards a secular, equitable world, with equal rights, opportunities for all. This was an intensely political, essential Kabir singing directly to our times, and our needs, just like he did six hundred years ago!<br /><br />Narayanji, a teacher and educator with Eklavya's outreach program was with us for large part of the Yatra. He spoke persistently on how Kabir was the one who could bring about "samanata", equal-ness within society - an equalness of our shared humanity, irrespective of gender, class, caste divisions. Narayanji, in his self effacing way, takes a most vocal, progressive stance on this Kabir - that erases differences, crumbles walls. And this Kabir - this respected Sant poet's voice rings with the necessary authority to drown the repressive force of traditional divisions - especially of caste and religion.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7Crqmwu-uI/AAAAAAAACYQ/afTe-WVm2DI/s1600/Live_Hari-Adivarekar2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_V4t-Hczj9sE/S7Crqmwu-uI/AAAAAAAACYQ/afTe-WVm2DI/s400/Live_Hari-Adivarekar2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454047897193478882" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;">Narayanji dancing on stage!</span><br /></div><br /><br />I remember a conversation that I had once had with a teacher from Eklavya program, in a 'Learning with Kabir' workshop...he had said that his direct act of revolt was when he sat with students for lunch - wondering if he would be served with the rest, by the rest, because of his caste - and he was! His action also led to all children coming to eat, together, as part of the government's midday meal program - an event that had no previous precedence in this school.<br /><br />This is the power of Kabir - directing concrete action by imbibing words, singing songs. It is a calling that is recognised here, in Malwa, in a variety of forms, from the needy-for-a-God, Kabir Panthis, to local bards, musicians and mandalis, teachers, village elders, and the singing women of rural, central India that know Kabir songs appropriate for all occasions - birth, death, marriage, association, friendships, cooking, lovers, and journeys like ours.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-20437547527192850912010-03-25T12:32:00.001+05:302010-04-01T20:13:12.058+05:30Shared Spaces in RoopakhedaI sat on a large stage with another hundred, perilously aloft on rickety, narrow trunks and wooden planks - white cloth-ed stage, floodlit, sharing this space with white robed Kabir Panthis, their enthroned Mahant, and a large queue of felicitations for the local lords, singers, artists, and international visitors. I shared the stage also with the members of right wing political party, the BJP, who were part of the local hosting committee. It would previously have been unthinkable that I might be on any common platform with a party, that has as part of its central agenda - a systematic, persistent, corrosive policy to undermine the fabric of secular India; a hindutva based propaganda of religion based, divisive, hate politics.<br /><br />I sat on the stage thinking all this, unstable person on an unstable stage, pondering politics, analysing, critiquing, even while wondering, "will this stage hold so many", and posing the same question internally, " will <span style="font-style:italic;">this stage</span> (me)hold so many?" Yet, I watched me sitting there, with a clear heart, goofy smile, in sync. with my enemy - all also sporting clear, open, goofy smiles. I was resisting the 'othering' of all my familiar enemies, and surprisingly - it was easy! All I was doing, was not labelling, judging, walling myself into my own notions, my own boundaries. It was the mood of the moment that made this easy...<br /><br />Is this <span style="font-style:italic;">common platform</span>, with those I oppose, the answer? Not in strife and conflict, but in sharing and oneness of a common joy, a recognition and space for a common shared Kabir - within us all? A shared recognition of the voice seeking inside - a lover " prem ka pyala hai bharpoor - ghatk, ghatak, ghatak..." resounding all around in the voice of Hemant Chauhan, engulfing us all, exactly the same. Maybe this is less difficult than I imagined, to expand this recognition, to cover all humanity?<br /><br />And so, this day, all these people with tilaks and saffron, were my friends, and soul mates - on this platform, I embraced them with a smile, in choreographed swaying of my head with theirs, clapping hands to their chorus.. A crowd of twenty thousand sit spellbound, silent, receptive, permeated - stretching as far as the eye could see - as lights faded into distant darkness of the night.<br /><br />Now Shivji's Tandav - fast, fleeting, heady, rose petal showers fragrance the air, overwhelming us on the bright stage - we are stuck here, on this stage, same way as those moths beat around the shells of light bulbs - yearning towards an inner lover in a drunken trance - to the tandava nritya of Shiva, wild, destructive, powerful...drums going wild, the stage shaking in resonance, worlds coming crashing down, carefully constructed inner palaces, selves, egos, Kabir in tandava inside, the Kabir panthis in skirts, top knots and white turbans, breaking out of their inner grimaces - for once smiling also, accepting and participating - drunk on this song!<br /><br />-----<br /><br />I have now returned - grounded, and resumed old fights, battles - political, righteous - yet there is a distinction. I have less hurt, hate, animosity for people-on-the-other-side. My war is now no longer against people, only wrong policies, wrong actions wrong politics ...I now occasionally hope that their battle is also drawn along the same lines.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-74027010064592731472010-03-23T22:40:00.000+05:302010-03-23T22:44:18.101+05:30Road Map Around MalwaJust fooling around to give you all a feeling of the spaces we journeyed through!<br /><br /><iframe width="425" height="350" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&hl=en&msa=0&msid=104866653745632529747.0004827a9b8978bbd0e57&ll=23.25087,76.15265&spn=2.029025,4.938354&t=h&output=embed"></iframe><br /><small>View <a href="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&hl=en&msa=0&msid=104866653745632529747.0004827a9b8978bbd0e57&ll=23.25087,76.15265&spn=2.029025,4.938354&t=h&source=embed" style="color:#0000FF;text-align:left">Malwa Yatra</a> in a larger map</small>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-18557547079627739122010-03-23T22:13:00.000+05:302010-03-23T22:53:31.624+05:30Purshottam AgarwalThere is a single person that stands out from my memories of Luniyakheda - Purshottam Agarwal. I did not include him in my previous post, since he belongs to a completely different cadre from the bhakts, gayaks,and rasiks that had gathered there for the Yatra. He is, foremost, a thinker, and brutal commentator of the world as he sees it. Several other words come to mind when I think of Purshottam Agarwal's words - mercilessly independent, razor-sharp honesty, genius for the concise, precise clarity, fiercely critical of social ills and society, including himself, despairing, hopeless, and yet resisting a cynical submission of the faithless; supremely confident in himself, but with grace to <span style="font-style:italic;">sometimes</span> listen to others, unnecessarily - his mind probably poses questions and answers them - faster and more easily than others.<br /><br />And <span style="font-style:italic;">this</span> man spoke to us on the first day..<br /><br />He began with a demurring that it was his karma to give bhashans/lectures because of his teaching background. He had decided to join us in Luniyakhedi, as a rasik, in anticipation of quiet, of silence, to participate in a satsang - to listen, like the rest of us, to Kabir songs! Yet, he had been roped into talking to us - which he then went on to do - cuttingly effective, non-ignorable.<br /><br />He started conversationally with an observation that people get too angry these days - bringing in the incidences of road-rage and associated killings on streets of Delhi. We have become a society where we even practice "tolerance with so much intolerance". He espoused that we learn to "live with differences", with a respecting of the otherness, whether these be due to religion, culture, or anything else. He urged us to focus on ourselves, allow an openness where we did not immediately compartmentalize people, experiences, based on pre-existing notions...<br /><br />And thus he went on, sitting in a slump, his hand thrown every now and then in a gesture of pointlessness - of why was he there, why he was talking to us, what was really the point..yet, continuing, laying himself - head and heart, open and visible to all of us - all layers peeled - touching me, deeply.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1769803868419855844.post-78276265484271283182010-03-20T02:00:00.000+05:302010-03-21T22:17:29.716+05:30Malwa Yatra - LuniyakhediThe Malwa Yatra - a journey, a pilgrimage, was to take place through the heart of Malwa, central India, and heartland of Kabir traditions. Kabir had become a living, thriving and integral part of lives and cultures that inhabited this space, moving and evolving with ease, from generation to generation, permeating the local speech, coloring the local songs. The journey was to begin from Luniyakhedi - from the home of Prahaladji Tippaniya, a leading folk singer of Malwa, Madhya Pradesh, and the soul of this Yatra.<br /><br />It was after many hesitations, pauses, reflections that I had decided to join this journey. Its significance I recognised from afar, the vast geographical and cultural distance of my location in cosmopolitan Bangalore. It was precisely this inner recognition that fed my hesitation, a reluctance to enter waters too deep, when even the streams of Kabir songs that reached across into my polished urban world seemed too swift, powerful enough to carry me away on their surges. At some level, I just gave in. I gave in to an attraction, a desire to plunge, throwing caution to winds - I took a chance by going to Malwa.<br /><br />It was befitting that I should first view the Kabir Smarak from a distance - bumping along with Shabnam - Ajay Tipaniya speeding his dusty Scorpio along the ups and downs of this mud road leading to Luniyakhedi. Dry, dark cracked lotus ponds rode along our side - the same one that I knew in lush, blooming abundance, from 'Chalo Hamara Desh'. In the distance the Kabir Smarak - an immediate jolt of recognition, an arrival to spaces where a conversation seen on screen with Prahaladji, long back, had sparked a recognition of shared intuited truths, deep within. I saw the Smarak across dark fallow fields, harvested and awaiting - as my life had also awaited, long and fallow and ready for the instance when Kabir would ride into my life, on waves of songs - heady, earthy, soil fragrant fields - these fields of Malwa.<br /><br />Shabnam and I got off to be immediately surrounded by friends, family members of the Tipaniya household - her friends - and I was automatically engulfed in the same warmth of kinship - returned with ease, grasped hands, close hugs - no distance, no preludes, a diving straight into a belonging..I knew many of these people closely on the screen, and they therefore seemed to know me too.<br /><br />A large area in front of the Smarak was covered with a pandal, thick sheets spread on the ground, some mattresses spread, stacks of chairs skirting the border - two stages in the front. One was for the white robed God men who had started trickling in - the Kabir Panthis who were to preside over, sermonize and bless the beginnings of this Yatra. The other stage was for the artists, singers of Kabir Bhajans - from Malwa region, and also invited for the Yatra from Kutch, Gujarat, Rajasthan... this is what we were all here for. To hear the songs of this region at their origin, and see the confluence of separate folk streams intermingling within this vibrant, cultural space, creating whirling eddies.<br /><br />The first evening was supposed to be a smaller, private function, and still had an audience of over 500!The music began with regional participants and also Shabnam, Prahladji...wings began to unfurl, the body stretch and lengthen in anticipation of soaring flights ahead..the heady combination of full voices, resonant dholaks, kartaals, manjeeras - the musical voyage had begun.<br /><br />I was surprised and touched that ALL were invited with such insistent request to please participate in the evening dinner...the only attached request was that we wash our own plates! The family had cooked for 500! Later, Prahaladji told Priti, my sister, that all excess grain from the fields, after setting aside for the family needs, was kept for these song gatherings. 'Bhajan' with 'Bhojan' as Shabnam likes to say - nourishing souls and keeping the stomach well fed. What was this Kabirean space that I had stumbled into??<br /><br />The formal beginning happened on the morning of March 7 with a Shobha Yatra around Maksi - tinsel chariot, blarring music, garlanded Godmen omnipresent in stern looks, white robes, sandalwood smeared forheads..the Mahant of the Kabir Panthis had crowned himself in a gold tinseled hat and sat aloof on his high throne, staring straight ahead. Crowds with mustachioed men of sun baked skin, earrings, brilliant turbans, women with half hidden faces, sarees of myriad brilliant hues and sparkles, bejewelled hands, feet, gold at neck, ears, glittery noserings..I was mesmerised, speechless, only reacting by the constantly clicking away with my camera.<br /><br />Moora Lala, from Kutch, whom I had heard in Gujarat, arrived with his brilliant accompanist Parbat Jogi! Also the legendary Hemant Chauhan of Gujarat and his troupe. Excitement mounted through a day of watching the crowds pour in, families with old people, children, walking miles, clad suitably for the great event. Men rode in on motorcycles, large turbans and all. Children scampered, laughed, screamed, right in front of the stage, even as sermons on Kabir continued by the panthis. I watched bemused at this mela. <br /><br />Sky turned gold, red, and auspicious - large domed skies on fire. Stars slowly studded the growing inky darkness. The crowd was already 3000 strong! We started with Shabnam's movie "Chalo Hamara Desh" - engaging the crowd completely - after all large sections of this film were shot right here, in Luniyakhedi, and its cast were sitting, engrossed, a part of this audience. I sat staring at them more, finally grasping how openly confrontational, political and deeply honest this film was - all with an ease of shared conversations over making rotis. I realised, with forceful impact, the deeply embedded caste divisions and associated humiliations from the expressive faces that sat in shock as they watched themselves breaking taboos on the screen - speaking of personal caste based experiences. I now understood why this film had to be seen here - respoken, reheard, by the huge two-dimensional images flitting on the screen and booming in their own voices.<br /><br />The music started after and continued till the morning. Moora Lala once again beaming his brilliant crooked smile - in pauses, Jogi taking off - flamboyant on his Dholak; Hemant Chauhan rocked with his Tandava song, Shabnam sang 'to the Universe' as only she knows how, and Prahaladji - everyone's all time favorite sang with that questioning, catch-in-his voice...<br /><br />I sat non-resisting, saying grace that I was alive for this moment.<br />----<br /><br />Photos of these to days in Luniyakhedi are found <a href="http://picasaweb.google.co.in/aratichokshi/MalwaYatra#">here</a>.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com7